Hes amazing, but hes NOT MINE
I met him around 5 yrs ago when my life was hectic, chaotic, and routine. He had just lost his wife to stomach cancer, and his daughter was so sweet! She loved going to the park, she enjoyed happy meals at MCDONALD'S. EAVEN THO HER MOMMA DIED, i felt a soft spot in my heart for her. Time grew on, we grew apart, her daddy remained single for 2 yrs..we talked off and on..but he decided to go silent...then remarried. The new " mother" and wife became bossy and hateful..the daughter was dropped off with me, her daddy was so exaughsted. I took her in every weekend, then he would sleep peacefully on my couch until his wife got home from work. Being their babysitter, i fed him too, and i began to be fond of him..well, his new wife fired me and he decided to move away and their family dynamic changed. He called from time to time..but the daughter cried and begged for me to come back. Her step mom got drunk, hit her, she came running to me. I reported her, she got arrested, the daughters dad came to pick her up. 4 yrs old, she looks me in the eye and asked me, DO YOU LOVE MY DADDY?
Tears welled up behind her brown almond eyes, my heart screamed yes, but i shook my head no..she cried, called him in the room and saved her tears for his shoulders..she asked him, DADDY, do u love me? He replied yes of course..she wiped her tears on his shoulder, and replied..then marry her, pointing in my face..pretty soon our relationship not only changes, but his life tooka turn. ... he was AMAZING, but he wasnt mine. 5 yrs ago i lost him once, his ex sent him to prison. She got out and took his daughter and he contacted me recently, he wants us to reconnect..im excited, yet scared..what if he gets back with her? He assured me her and him are done, and hes wanting to find his daughter too..shed be 11 now..i often thought about that question..do u love my daddy? Yes, i did..and part of me still does..but he told me he just wants friends like before..this time he said it with a smile tho..ill be amazed how this goes, but for now, im just going to take it slow. Im glad he searched for me, now to search for her, his daughter again. Once he finds her,
Maybe, just maybe..we will be amazed together!
Hes amazing..just not mine.
Tears welled up behind her brown almond eyes, my heart screamed yes, but i shook my head no..she cried, called him in the room and saved her tears for his shoulders..she asked him, DADDY, do u love me? He replied yes of course..she wiped her tears on his shoulder, and replied..then marry her, pointing in my face..pretty soon our relationship not only changes, but his life tooka turn. ... he was AMAZING, but he wasnt mine. 5 yrs ago i lost him once, his ex sent him to prison. She got out and took his daughter and he contacted me recently, he wants us to reconnect..im excited, yet scared..what if he gets back with her? He assured me her and him are done, and hes wanting to find his daughter too..shed be 11 now..i often thought about that question..do u love my daddy? Yes, i did..and part of me still does..but he told me he just wants friends like before..this time he said it with a smile tho..ill be amazed how this goes, but for now, im just going to take it slow. Im glad he searched for me, now to search for her, his daughter again. Once he finds her,
Maybe, just maybe..we will be amazed together!
Hes amazing..just not mine.