It’s so weird how you can love someone but also be so upset and hurt.

Like in mad but I love my mom and I can’t imagine what she’s going through but then I look back and see the choices she made but then at the same time, what if she can’t help being the way she is. It’s so hard. Life is so hard and people have it sooo much worse than me and that makes me sadder because so many people are hurting. Maybe the end of the world is coming. I know I am rambling, but you didn’t have to read my post lol.