I wish i had siblings around my age.

Im 20 yrs old. I wish i had a brother or sister around my age. I have two sisters who are 14 and 12 yrs older than me. I'm an only boy. Whenever i see my friends, cousins or people out in public, they always have siblings around their age. It makes me jealous. I wish I had a sibling I could protect.

I'm pretty mad that my mom doesn't see how i feel. She just laughs about it. My dad is the same way too. I'm glad I'm not an only child but sometimes i feel like an only child. Even both my parents have siblings around their age. Sometimes i wish i wasn't born.