I wonder if I have daddy issues.

I never met my dad, he abandoned me as a fetus. Tbh it never really bothered me not having a father in my life, I just sorta never thought about it? lol that might be due to my autism tho, I lack object permeance and I tend to never miss people because once they’re not around I just forget they exist. That’s probably why I suck at keeping up friendships.

Anyway, I realize at my age of 27 I only had one serious relationship. Not from lack of options, I just kinda ghost people when I get bored of them with no consideration for how it may affect them.

Is this daddy issues or just a case of the apple not falling down too far from the tree?