For those that live alone...

Are you anxious when people come to visit? I sometimes feel that when I do have company, which is rare, I'm reminded of how much I don’t like people in my house, even my own family. The wounds are kind of deep so my anxiety is rooted there. I've been excluded from family gatherings and rejected when I suggest an outing so I sometimes feel like their visit is more of a convenience for them (they need something from me) rather than a desire to spend quality time with me. It's complicated. 😔