I'm actually kind of a crappy big brother in a way. The more I think about it my little brother stood up for me against others more than I did for him

He's the fiesty one who has always stood up for me and had my back. I'm more like a chihuahua who talks a good game but can't back it up where as he actually can and I'm taller and bigger than he is. There was one time I actually stood up for him and had the balls to do something but normally he's ready to step in and shield me. It's not like I don't want to defend him because I do I just get a little overwhelmed and I tend to freeze/shut down.