Family dinners yay or nay?

People are supposed to be coming over tonight and I'm not feeling it. I don't want to deal with the monster in law. I'm still not feeling well and just don't feel like putting on a smile tonight. Stanarchy is making swedish meatballs and the smell is getting to me. He's not a bad cook but food in general is making my stomach churn. Eh screw it I think I'll just go out and wander for awhile. Maybe I'll stumble upon a bar and go get drunk. I've got a few bucks left to my name just screw it.