I feel like crap everyday now

My dad passed away on the 10th of this month and I'm feeling very sad, I have no one to lean or to turn to for support at all. I'm greiving alone and I feel so sad, I've tried to turn to my mom in this difficult time for me all to be told to just "get over it already" when I'm hurting because I lost a parent. both her and my siblings tell me to stop crying that I need to get over it already that I should be "tough" their stupid asses only say that because they weren't on good terms with him, so they aren't affected at all by his passing. my mom even said that she was happy that he died. I'm tired of having my feelings invaldated idk why my family supports other people who are in emotional pain but will dismiss my feelings. I really have no one to turn to any advice?

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Amylynne · 26-30, F

you feel more intensely than they do and have different experiences of him.
your mom's statement was callouse, but she has expereinces of him you do not.
your grief is for you, and it seems for you alone. charish what you had. keep him in your heart

this is not just going to go away, and you do not need to be tough.
but they are not the ones to share it with

Pinkglitter · 31-35, F

@Amylynne Thank you, I agree I don't feel like sharing anything in regards to me grieving with them anymore it's best for me. I'm going to honor him I know he's blessing me from heaven ❤️