I feel like crap everyday now

My dad passed away on the 10th of this month and I'm feeling very sad, I have no one to lean or to turn to for support at all. I'm greiving alone and I feel so sad, I've tried to turn to my mom in this difficult time for me all to be told to just "get over it already" when I'm hurting because I lost a parent. both her and my siblings tell me to stop crying that I need to get over it already that I should be "tough" their stupid asses only say that because they weren't on good terms with him, so they aren't affected at all by his passing. my mom even said that she was happy that he died. I'm tired of having my feelings invaldated idk why my family supports other people who are in emotional pain but will dismiss my feelings. I really have no one to turn to any advice?

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wunderluv · 51-55, M

I’m so sorry for your loss and especially that your family is so uncaring towards you. That’s horrible. Do you have friends who are supportive and understanding?

Pinkglitter · 31-35, F

@wunderluv I don't have any close friends really I feel like no one cares I don't expect anyone to but it would be nice to have someone who does care to listen to me.

wunderluv · 51-55, M

@Pinkglitter well I’m here you can message me if you want to. But it seems that what you need most is people who you can meet with who are dealing with grief also.
Start with your local 211 or is it 311 municipal services number or call a local church, even if you don’t go to the church I’m sure they would welcome you to any groups for grief support

Pinkglitter · 31-35, F

@wunderluv Thank you, I appreciate it ❤️