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SimplyMeChantou that is uncomfortably true.
Im going to admit something, and I know better... Im not really superstitious, or at least I dont think of myself as being so. In my family history, all through my mothers side, going back at least 5 generations, if I'm counting correctly which I am now seeing that I am not. I think thats all I have found and have been told about, the eldest daughter of every other generation has died, leaving her young children to be raised by the father and his new wife. It goes, dead mom, child raised without mom and then her daughter is the one that dies, leaving her children to be raised by a step mom. I am the first one in generations to not die. My mothers mother is the one that died, so it should have been me next. But, my children are grown and Im alive. And part of me, the one that that lives in "what if" is so scared my daughter will be the one. The realist in me knows better to even think this for a moment. But the 'what if' in me is shoving the realist in the closet.