My mum was so unhappy it effected me

My mum had 2 sons older than me.
I won't say his name but HIM.
He tortured me physically and verbally but boy children were special. He gave my mum a problem for every day of the week.
Once he kicked me in the stomach. My dad got up and slapped him round the face. He kicked my dad across the room.

All I ever wanted was a brother who loved me. My dad died 1st and he robbed my mum of thousands.

He said to me if dad had gone out with more girls he could have done far better than mum.

The last thing mum said before the ambulance came was "you've been very patient with me. Your brothers wouldn't have looked after me like you did".

Mum left me everything and I got the police to finish with HIM.

I blame him for mum's depression and once a boyfriend said when he met HIM he couldn't stand the sight of him. There was something there. He was right. Other people said it also.

I have P.T.S.D from childhood, bullying at both schools and at work. Luckily I know some nice people now.

Rant over.