It feels like it just happened yesterday.

It has been two years since my mom passed away. I can still remember begging her to wait for me to come home. But it was too late. She was already gone when I got home. It feels like it just happened yesterday. I always try to call the phone number she had when she was alive. But I know, it isn't working anymore. I am mad and angry at myself for not being able to save her. We just didn't have the money to save her. I didn't know what else I could have done.


Sometimes, I think and wish that one day, I hope I wont wake up anymore. It is also difficult to try to cope and get over my mom's death because I could not talk to anybody about how I feel, as my husband is emotionally unavailable. It hurts so bad. It feels like someone is stabbing my heart all over again and again. 💙😢

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