Not Upset, Just Frustrated at Mom
I want to have in depth conversations about things like politics and morals with my mom but after the emotional and mental abuse she's gone through with her family and my dad, she doesn't see herself as smart. She didn't go to college but finished high school and started working so she could live on her own, but she's come so far and learned so much that school can't necessarily teach you. Because of these things she's sold herself short and not pursued further education (she's also pretty much raised my two bros and I herself). She's going to therapy and getting help for things, but I wish I just had someone in my family that was both sane and willing to have these kinds of conversations even if we don't know everything there is to know. I don't care if it gets a bit heated - the goal is to learn from one another and I feel like she's believed this externally-fed narrative that she's just a dumb working-class brown woman.