I see you looking at me

Is everything that tortures me
Just something small inside of me?

Is the world that I can see
A world of endless irony?

Are the kind words only words?
Am I doomed to be who I’m meant to be?

They say that love can save me
But all the loves I’ve ever felt have just enslaved me.
And now I’m broken
Tossed into the well
Like the endless tokens
With all I’ve spoken
Broken

Forsake me as I slip away
Hoping that I learn to pray
To the Gods that escape me

Watch as I burn
In the hell I’ve earned
As my demons overtake me

And in the end
When I finally bend
Blame me for my breaking

And when the end is here
And I show you my fears
Pretend it’s my reawakening

Act as if it’s all my fault
Behind the never ending falls
Of all that I can’t give

Because I wasn’t raised inside the garden
But rather borne just East of Eden
Another live I wished I lived

But here I am this broken mess
Another slave at your behest
But one that thinks he’s free

Another lost soul full in motion
Causing too much commotion
A man inside the breeze

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