What a night 😔
So last night I had two dreams about my ex one where I was kissing her was close to her and another where was was just in her ego state walking off into the sunset with her third party she was involved in.
Dreams like this can be hard and I woke up with tears in my eyes because I loved her so much she felt like home but at the same time she treated me so badly and didn’t take any accountability for her actions.
Today my heart is a little bit torn and tears flow but I feel this is just me shedding parts of me that no longer serve me, it’s letting go of the pain she caused my psych is telling me It’s ok to grieve the loss.
Today will be a journal day writing my pain onto the paper, I’m working so hard to find balance right now I truly am!
Awakening is fully kicking the shit out of me right now but I got this I will be ok!!
Dreams like this can be hard and I woke up with tears in my eyes because I loved her so much she felt like home but at the same time she treated me so badly and didn’t take any accountability for her actions.
Today my heart is a little bit torn and tears flow but I feel this is just me shedding parts of me that no longer serve me, it’s letting go of the pain she caused my psych is telling me It’s ok to grieve the loss.
Today will be a journal day writing my pain onto the paper, I’m working so hard to find balance right now I truly am!
Awakening is fully kicking the shit out of me right now but I got this I will be ok!!
