Don’t know what to make of it
I was in my old house from childhood, but I realised I was there and that I shouldn’t have been there. I realised that everything was the same as when I was a kid and that should have been impossible. I noticed someone sitting on the floor in front of where I lay on the sofa and I sat up and called my brothers name, assuming it was him. The person turned to me but I saw no face and that part of the dream ended without me waking up.
The next thing I remember I was in the kitchen of my old house, and it was the same awareness of “impossible” as before. I started to ask”what’s going on??””where am I?” Over an over and I felt a little panicked. The room was lucid, detailed and there was lighting and everything. I was amazed but still knew that this place no longer existed and that my being here was impossible.
The rest of the dream felt like an evaluation. There was someone there with me, and they seemed to be assessing my “soul?” “Spirit?”, they said something like “oh it’s okay, he’s two thirds in to the castle walls now” something weird like that but it felt like they were saying that I was in a good place, a safe place spiritually speaking. I don’t really know. I remember noticing him speaking at one point but it didn’t seem he was speaking to me, so I asked him/them (what?) and he said “oh they say…” and he said something I can’t remember. I took notice of his use of “THEY” and I asked “they who?” But he wouldn’t answer.
They called me a name, but it wasn’t my name and that upset me. I asked them not to call me that. They said (in reference to the name) that “he is the one who takes the soul to the spirit” or something like that.
I said that “he” scared me, but I didn’t feel any fear and I don’t know why I said that.
I honestly cannot shake the feeling that someone else was in my dream and they’ve assessed me for something.
They put their arms around me at the end and I felt a huge amount of affection coming from them. I cuddled in to this person because I felt so safe and so loved. They said “stop being so hard on yourself” and even that felt strongly as though I was cared for and seen. The words came with strong connection and affection and comfort.
I wish that was the way we all communicated with each other in life. It was so lovely even though this person was unknown to me.
Oh I forgot, at one point I saw a black cat and I asked the person who seemed to be assessing me”what’s that?” (Pointing at the cat) and they said “that is your awareness. I found when I thought of the cat I became more lucid.
The next thing I remember I was in the kitchen of my old house, and it was the same awareness of “impossible” as before. I started to ask”what’s going on??””where am I?” Over an over and I felt a little panicked. The room was lucid, detailed and there was lighting and everything. I was amazed but still knew that this place no longer existed and that my being here was impossible.
The rest of the dream felt like an evaluation. There was someone there with me, and they seemed to be assessing my “soul?” “Spirit?”, they said something like “oh it’s okay, he’s two thirds in to the castle walls now” something weird like that but it felt like they were saying that I was in a good place, a safe place spiritually speaking. I don’t really know. I remember noticing him speaking at one point but it didn’t seem he was speaking to me, so I asked him/them (what?) and he said “oh they say…” and he said something I can’t remember. I took notice of his use of “THEY” and I asked “they who?” But he wouldn’t answer.
They called me a name, but it wasn’t my name and that upset me. I asked them not to call me that. They said (in reference to the name) that “he is the one who takes the soul to the spirit” or something like that.
I said that “he” scared me, but I didn’t feel any fear and I don’t know why I said that.
I honestly cannot shake the feeling that someone else was in my dream and they’ve assessed me for something.
They put their arms around me at the end and I felt a huge amount of affection coming from them. I cuddled in to this person because I felt so safe and so loved. They said “stop being so hard on yourself” and even that felt strongly as though I was cared for and seen. The words came with strong connection and affection and comfort.
I wish that was the way we all communicated with each other in life. It was so lovely even though this person was unknown to me.
Oh I forgot, at one point I saw a black cat and I asked the person who seemed to be assessing me”what’s that?” (Pointing at the cat) and they said “that is your awareness. I found when I thought of the cat I became more lucid.
