I Suffer From PTSD From Childhood Abuse

I don’t want to go into detail about this as it’s all still really fresh in my mind. Growing up up I live with my parents and uncle. They in my opinion were the worst kind of people and would use anything to get their way or make it cheaper for them. When ever I was taken out with them it was always so they can get something better. Mostly the parking spots meant of parents that had children in car seats. Or to manipulate others using me to help with it. But st home It was like I wasn’t worth keeping around which my dad told me a lot. My mum would call me a retarded little brat when ever I did something wrong. When the school demanded that I had a proper eye test and learnt I needed glasses desperately it was my fault and I was wasting their money on this. My dad would hit me when angry but it was always on my back legs or belly where no one could see and my mother would encourage him to do it. He started using me to make him some money and I don’t want to go into that. The school didn’t notice it properly cause they believed I was getting bullied in school and was to scared to tell them about it. Honestly I’m lucky that the police got a warrant to search the house cause if they didn’t I would still be there. Sorry it’s a bit long it’s just something to get off my chest