I have sat with it today

I finally sat with the grief of losing my bestfriend/soulmate/love she was apart of my life that made sense and our fall out broke me but awakened me as well.

I have sat in anger for a while but today I sat with it all and finally the tears came and it made me realise that I miss her so much and my love hasn’t gone anywhere.

I’m leaving it all down to the universe now I have admitted how I am feeling, forgiven her and if we are meant to be we are meant to be.

For now I acknowledge that my heart grieves for her, for home, for that safety and the love that I received… she made me feel seen but I will love and miss her from afar for now!