Make sure in what your doing , you do something that you like , especially if your isolating or keeping people a distant ( that's what I'm assuming ) I don't know your circumstances why people don't believe you but if your after going to places for help and not getting the right help , your doing the right thing by yourself .
I'm not a religious mad person and I'm not asking you to believe in my beliefs but there's a quote and it's says " It's best to meet God on your own than someone who misunderstands "
( That's a painful experience)
If your in a lot of pain watch the people who your around if your having trouble with people cause there's a thing if your traumatized by a person or people and you keep going back it's a label called trauma bonding .
What usually happens with that whether you realize it or not trauma bonding is a person that tries to numb you and you keep going back to them cause you think it's peace and you have no recollection of the pain they caused you and you keep going to them cause they want power of you.