I am a former neo-fascist but now I am just confused

I completely bought into the various conspiracy theories for a while, I joined white nationalist communities and I was generally active in alt-right blogs. I truly believed that the answer is dictatorship, strong traditionalism and ultra-nationalism. I think what gets people to turn to such ideologies is obsession with conspiracy theories, desperation because of some of the failings of multiculturalism and a general strong disdain for left-wing politics because of its failings.

What made me change my mind was when I seriously discussed with some people of opposite political views. I am now confused about my political beliefs but I can say that I am not a neo-fascist anymore. In fact I feel a strong desire to make other neo-fascists change their minds.