Why did my mom do this?
She got pissed at me for cutting and took away razors and when I asked what I should do as an alternative. She said, "Figure it out."
22-25, F
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SabrinaKinkle · 26-30, F
Not the best comeback, but they don't want to see you die.. I concidered cutting myself again. I just hate when people see the cuts and get freaked out, or pull away, but sometimes i want to. I get scared last min and hesitate whennits anywhere ai dhould worry about. Othertimes I put it where it wouldnt be anything. I have taken up drinking... So I am not any better. Perhaps better cause not all drinks are to get drunk. Some are just to numb nerves..
fluteacorn · 22-25, F
@Belle: I have had alcohol before, I didn't like it. People don't realize how low I am.
SabrinaKinkle · 26-30, F
I mix it, get flavors, or tolerate ones I do not like in order to achieve a state of numbness and warmth without having enough to be drunk.
fluteacorn · 22-25, F
@Belle: I don't actually know how to flavor it though.
SabrinaKinkle · 26-30, F
I add strawberry syrup, or mix it with juice, or caffine free soda. @fluteacorn:
SabrinaKinkle · 26-30, F
@fluteacorn I also will make a smothie with some and taste test it so I know how much I like.
fluteacorn · 22-25, F
@Belle: I wish I had time to. Then again, if I use clear alcohol with strawberry syrup, I can say that it is flavored water. My parents know I don't like alcohol, so it shouldn't be an issue.
SabrinaKinkle · 26-30, F
That works. U can even make it half water. Since you do not drink as much it should work fine. I dont typically drink. So it works fine for me.
fluteacorn · 22-25, F
@Belle: Only problem... I'm never home alone. There's always an adult home ever since I attempted suicide.