what do you do when you're afraid

afraid of your beloved mama leaving you?

this is me, i have always been so close to my mother, she's a very special person and i couldn't bare to live in the world without my mother....and my mothers getting older, she's doing well for her age- but i'm just frightened of the day she will leave me........she lives far from me now, about an hours drive but we speak on the phone 4x each day.

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Kuronekko · 41-45, F

I don't believe people go anywhere when they die. Im closer to my dad now that he's passed. Keep talking to them, they are right there.

Ferise1 · 46-50, M

@Kuronekko right there? Can you feel him? Does he talk back?

Kuronekko · 41-45, F

@Ferise1 We have conversations. After he died he visited me in dreams looking healthier than he ever had in life, we settled our issues.

Ferise1 · 46-50, M

@Kuronekko
I dream of my wife sometimes, it doesn’t mean she’s there. She punched me and left me the other night. I started talking to a new woman who is really into me so that may be why.

Kuronekko · 41-45, F

@Ferise1 um ok

Ferise1 · 46-50, M

@Kuronekko what does that mean?

Kuronekko · 41-45, F

@Ferise1 I am confused by what you just said and what you are getting at.

Ferise1 · 46-50, M

@Kuronekko I think my wife would’ve been mad at me if she knew I was moving on… but I don’t think she’s actually there. It’s like she’s sleeping.

Kuronekko · 41-45, F

@Ferise1 So your wife died?

Ferise1 · 46-50, M

@Kuronekko yes quite recently

Kuronekko · 41-45, F

@Ferise1 I am sorry to hear that. So, you've had no sign since then?

Ferise1 · 46-50, M

@Kuronekko thank you. No I don’t think I’ve had a sign. Well, last night I went to see the shooting stars and the constellation of the little bear was right above my head, she had it tattooed on her upper back. Because I called her my little bear. So maybe that was a sign.

Kuronekko · 41-45, F

@Ferise1 She will be around you for sure. I use the little bear constellation in my passwords for certain things. It's always been close to me. So here she is again lol.

Ferise1 · 46-50, M

@Kuronekko wow yes!!! here she is again😂👍🏼
Thanks

Kuronekko · 41-45, F

@Ferise1 ☺❤ Keep your eyes open x