glad to know someone here finally understands me.. im a mom of 2, my 2nd born just turned 4 months yesterday.. i dont know all of these probably from the post partum.. but i guess you only feel this way if you're misunderstood.. like my reaction to things are always considered as over reacting. im going crazy staying home and watching 2 kids while their father is out living like a bachelor. having coffee with friends.. etc and God knows what else... this also started when I was not my old self anymore.. liek gained weight.. barely had time to put on make up? i mean what for tho? im only staying home tending on kids... its really hard. i wish had met someone more understanding. i feel like were not on the same page. its terrible really. i wanna leave him... i dont think i hate my life at all... i guess i hate my life with him. i really do.