I Regret

@Wackd You were married when met her?

Yes. She was single attending college. I was married and going back to college. We had every class together and we also worked in hospital together. She was (is) physically beautiful. And smart, and just a good person. But I did love my wife. I feel very strongly about marriage and fidelity so I did not act upon my feelings. At our graduation ceremony, we had a brief moment. People were everywhere with family and friends, cheering and it was a little chaotic. My wife and parents were somewhere in the audience as were her boyfriend and parents. We of course were not far apart and as the crowd went crazy, we both locked eyes onto each other and found each other quickly. We embraced and I held her face and told her I was in love with her. She said I love you, too. We kissed and....... in a moment it was over. I mourned and grieved for her for years.
She married a few years later. She had a child a few years after that and our lives separated even further keeping up only thru occasional friend letting us k ow how the other was doing.
Turns out, her husband cheated so they divorced. But i was t aware of it at the time. Which would have made a difference as I found out that my wife was unfaithful as well. Now my wife and I have overcome the odds and I am happy. JoElla has remarried and I believe she may have found a good husband and is happy.
But she will always hold a special part of my heart. I still love her.
I do love my wife ! I don't believe in infidelity. Doesn't matter to me if anyone else does.
But JoElla, If you by chance read this, know that I love you, and I always will. And maybe, just maybe, we might share some time together.