Nightmares lately.

Night before last. In the dream I was hungry and tried to get some food, and sort of reached in my fridge and grabbed something without looking and started eating. Somehow I had grabbed a handful of shredded lettuce and it was rotten. So that was gross.

Then as I was walking back to my bed I tripped over a solid object under a blanket. I lifted up the blanket and found my brothers severed head. I screamed and screamed until I woke up.

Last night's nightmare I got kidnapped by a group of crazy people who enjoyed various forms of torture and put me through it too. Only when they felt I enjoyed the torture like they did did they ease up on me and they basically accepted me into their family, but they treated me like a pet and not a person. At one point in this dream I came to and it was cold and dark and they were pulling me on a sort of pallet with wheels. I asked why I felt so "awake" meaning it felt like real life. They laughed and made me drink something out of a paper cone that tasted nasty and then the dream went back to not feeling real anymore. I woke up shortly after.

I'm tired of having nightmares 😭