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Forgetmeknot · 41-45
I lay there bored thinking it's probably nothing and then I say to myself but I better check so I do.
When I was younger I was extra anxious. I used to search every night before I slept to make sure nobody was hiding anywhere. One time a friend was with me and she said "what are you gonna do if you actually find someone one night" She made me laugh, probably the way she said it, and I said "I dunno... Probably say I've been looking for you for years"
Anyway I stopped looking, rather avoid meeting whoever I was expecting and I somehow stopped being scared.
When I was younger I was extra anxious. I used to search every night before I slept to make sure nobody was hiding anywhere. One time a friend was with me and she said "what are you gonna do if you actually find someone one night" She made me laugh, probably the way she said it, and I said "I dunno... Probably say I've been looking for you for years"
Anyway I stopped looking, rather avoid meeting whoever I was expecting and I somehow stopped being scared.