I want to have a nightmare... [I Nightmare]

It's been years since I've had a nightmare. At least, a scary one. I've had some bad dreams, like something bad happened to somebody I care about or something...they just make me sad. I want to wake up terrified. Yeah, I'm weird, but 'scary' movies don't scare me. My weird-o mind, though....If I had the talent to transfer my nightmares to written form, I'd be a best selling horror author by now