I Experience Lucid Dreams

It’s ok. I stood on top of a high building last night and jumped towards a lake knowing I wouldn’t feel anything. I did a lot of scary jumping from high places. I punched Random people in my way. I forced an attractive person to act as my spouse. It’s just lame knowing it’s all fake. I still don’t get the attraction.

What would be cool is to call an ancestor into a dream and have a conversation that felt authentic or a conversation with a lost love who I can’t talk to in the waking world. To be aware of the dream, but to just have one aspect of it feel real. Otherwise , blah