I Experience Lucid Dreams

I've been lucid dreaming for years, it comes very easily for me. A few nights ago, right before waking up, I had one that was very disturbing... even for me. I know my mind goes to dark places, and I've accepted that... but this was different...I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. I'm relieved I'm able to act out these types of things in my dreams... but the psychosis behind it is terrifying to me.