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AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F
It feels like poverty. Like neglect like you are always starving and the only thing that keeps you going is dreams. You ever notice that the poorest and most neglected souls always have the biggest dreams? That's what loneliness feels like to me. Like being trapped in a cycle. When the mere mention of getting out feels like betrayal.
Ohplease47 · F
@AngelUnforgiven good way of expressing it
For me its me disappearing from this real world...so valid and meaningful to others...disappearing by degrees.
Just tried to hire a death counselor for just this thing...and she attacked me for being very alive..but just in the middle of being..disappeared. Then she hung up on me. Even the AI internet mechanical advisor...was appalled!
For me its me disappearing from this real world...so valid and meaningful to others...disappearing by degrees.
Just tried to hire a death counselor for just this thing...and she attacked me for being very alive..but just in the middle of being..disappeared. Then she hung up on me. Even the AI internet mechanical advisor...was appalled!
Monalisasmith86 · F
@AngelUnforgiven @Ohplease47 I’m sure you both have plenty of admirers your choosing solitude ok
Ohplease47 · F
@Monalisasmith86 not at all. I love solitude but love kind interactions waaaaay more!!!!