I never had no woman ever really want me or like me for who I was/am

I had girls like me but for who I was pretending to be or because I was in a position of status.

It sucks having grown up for 30 years and never being really appreciated by another person just for being me.

It's too late now...my younger years are gone. If I were to receive love now it wouldn't be the same. What good is it for now...when I really needed it was when I was younger...so many lonely years.