Its kinda is tough being an adult man

Like f*ck I wish I could get a hug or something or have someone to lean on.

It's f*cking lonely as sh*t. You have to be tough as a man...I mean you can't really be weak.

Sometimes I feel like just sobbing and someone could hug me even if for just a bit.

Or perhaps I'm too soft lately. I just want to feel good and loved sometimes.

Why do I have to keep being depraved of affection and hugs. Like damn enough is enough I've gone through life without barely as much as brief hug.

I guess I'm going to have to resort back to alcohol atleast it makes me feel good and warm. Im not a robot I need warmth sometimes.