I been through it
Spiritual awakenings are definitely not for the weak and can be so confusing to say the least but you got to look for what you deserve and the lessons you need to learn.
The universe has taken all the toxic people out of my and at the time I felt like why and it was so painful to lose these people but now I see why because they wasn’t serving me at all.
The last few months I been in isolation where I have had to go within and heal as these people had triggered a lot of stuff I had to deal with.
Thankfully I have one friend that is really helping me on my path but I have had to face a lot of hard truths which isn’t it easy but was needed.
I have walked away from my marriage of 25 years because I realised it’s not serving me anymore, I didn’t feel valued or loved the way I wanted to be loved, lessons from this I needed to love myself.
Me and my bestfriend fell in love but I got dragged into a third party with her as this third party was narcissist and obsessive and controlling and she choose that person over me every single time, so I walked away even tho I still love her but the lessons from this was I need to find my self worth.
I lost what I thought were friends but looking back they wasn’t and was dragging me into addictions that was cutting me off spiritually, lessons from this these people have issues they put on me, it was things they needed to work on themselves I see everyone is a mirror in our lives.
I have sat with myself in silence some days trying to figure all this shit out, I have had to face a lot of hard truths, heal my inner child, cry, feel every emotions that was rushing through my mind,body and soul.
Finally I have come out the other side feeling much more positive and happy knowing that all these things have happened for a reason and it was all for my highest good, I’m looking forward to the future and the happiness that is going to come my way.
I done the work and come out a better person!
The universe has taken all the toxic people out of my and at the time I felt like why and it was so painful to lose these people but now I see why because they wasn’t serving me at all.
The last few months I been in isolation where I have had to go within and heal as these people had triggered a lot of stuff I had to deal with.
Thankfully I have one friend that is really helping me on my path but I have had to face a lot of hard truths which isn’t it easy but was needed.
I have walked away from my marriage of 25 years because I realised it’s not serving me anymore, I didn’t feel valued or loved the way I wanted to be loved, lessons from this I needed to love myself.
Me and my bestfriend fell in love but I got dragged into a third party with her as this third party was narcissist and obsessive and controlling and she choose that person over me every single time, so I walked away even tho I still love her but the lessons from this was I need to find my self worth.
I lost what I thought were friends but looking back they wasn’t and was dragging me into addictions that was cutting me off spiritually, lessons from this these people have issues they put on me, it was things they needed to work on themselves I see everyone is a mirror in our lives.
I have sat with myself in silence some days trying to figure all this shit out, I have had to face a lot of hard truths, heal my inner child, cry, feel every emotions that was rushing through my mind,body and soul.
Finally I have come out the other side feeling much more positive and happy knowing that all these things have happened for a reason and it was all for my highest good, I’m looking forward to the future and the happiness that is going to come my way.
I done the work and come out a better person!
