One of the hardest lessons in life is to forgive someone who was never truly sorry

I hope you found forgiveness in yourself? I'd love a complete recap of my time with a person who I truly love, not to find out if her one affair was her only one, I imagine two more, but I also got to learn her much deeper than some and there were parts of her unable to forgive herself for what she went through in trauma. I stood beside her after we parted, but if I hadn't, I may not have seen just how sorry she was.

We are all just people, and I'm sorry you are realing in loss.... I'm sorry it hurts at the very deepest.