I Believe Life Is a Life Long Lesson

I'm lowkey convinced that I committed suicide in a past life (maybe around 1994, as an adult lol) and I was reborn in this generation because I hadn't learned everything I needed to when I died. Might be all in my head but I always feel like I've seen a lot of things before, heard a lot of old songs before, and most of my really good friends are much older than me. Well at least the ones I'm able to hold a conversation with. I was obsessed with history when I was in elementary - middle school and feel like I lived through some of the things I read about. Also when I was little I also used to have recurring nightmares of being in a car crash (still haven't learned to drive for this reason yet, and I'm 20).


And here I am going down the same path, thinking about giving up at every inconvenience. I really am a failed project lol