I once had an on going hallucination.
First some background info.
When i was a little girl I had a weird dream an evil clown was laughing at me.
While i was having this dream, I was sitting up in bed laughing. I only know because my sister told me.
I also get laughing seizures and seizures from stress. Luckily they don't happen often.
When I was little a teacher took me and my sister to the circus and I've loved the circus ever since.
I like clowns, I've even dressed up as a clown using a costume I made.
I think this happened last...year. I'm horrible at keeping track of time.
I was walking back home from the beach and saw a frail man dressed as a dirty elf standing by a bus stop.
When I passed by him, I nodded at him and he took off his hat, pressed it on his chest, and nodded back at me.
I thought it was the sweetest thing.
I was afraid that if I looked back, he wouldn't be there...because I didn't know if he was real or not.
Months after that I was once again walking my usual route back home and saw the same man, except this time he looked healthier and he was dressed as a dirty clown.
I saw him from afar.He was walking in the opposite direction.
I did what I always do, I started walking towards a fence to look at some goats that are always there.
and the man dressed as a clown did the same thing.
I thought it was a little odd, but who doesn't like looking at animals (they're so cute)
after a few minutes, I started walking again. The man also kept walking.
I was curious to get a better look at him. When he got closer, I gave him a soft smile.
The strangest part was that when I looked at his eyes it felt like I was looking at myself
like we were the same person.
This time I did look back and he was still there, walking in the opposite direction.
weeks after that I had a technician over to fix my internet, it was the same man.
I wanted to ask him if I had seen him walking in a clown costume, but I felt weird asking such an odd question.
I like to think he was real. . . I like to believe the world is full of events like that...you just have to pay attention.
it probably wasn't real, though, I'm most likely just missing a few screws in my coco.
When i was a little girl I had a weird dream an evil clown was laughing at me.
While i was having this dream, I was sitting up in bed laughing. I only know because my sister told me.
I also get laughing seizures and seizures from stress. Luckily they don't happen often.
When I was little a teacher took me and my sister to the circus and I've loved the circus ever since.
I like clowns, I've even dressed up as a clown using a costume I made.
I think this happened last...year. I'm horrible at keeping track of time.
I was walking back home from the beach and saw a frail man dressed as a dirty elf standing by a bus stop.
When I passed by him, I nodded at him and he took off his hat, pressed it on his chest, and nodded back at me.
I thought it was the sweetest thing.
I was afraid that if I looked back, he wouldn't be there...because I didn't know if he was real or not.
Months after that I was once again walking my usual route back home and saw the same man, except this time he looked healthier and he was dressed as a dirty clown.
I saw him from afar.He was walking in the opposite direction.
I did what I always do, I started walking towards a fence to look at some goats that are always there.
and the man dressed as a clown did the same thing.
I thought it was a little odd, but who doesn't like looking at animals (they're so cute)
after a few minutes, I started walking again. The man also kept walking.
I was curious to get a better look at him. When he got closer, I gave him a soft smile.
The strangest part was that when I looked at his eyes it felt like I was looking at myself
like we were the same person.
This time I did look back and he was still there, walking in the opposite direction.
weeks after that I had a technician over to fix my internet, it was the same man.
I wanted to ask him if I had seen him walking in a clown costume, but I felt weird asking such an odd question.
I like to think he was real. . . I like to believe the world is full of events like that...you just have to pay attention.
it probably wasn't real, though, I'm most likely just missing a few screws in my coco.
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