Alright who else was an "edgelord" growing up?
That was my title in middle and highschool and admittedly a bit into my early 20s. I've talked about it before where I was super into black metal, wore corpse paint like it was my job, forced people to call me grimm yadda yadda gross.
I remembered some other embarrassing stuff I used to do/say.
× used to refer to people i hated as worthless future corpses
× used to refer to people as swine. Like stop laughing at me you swine. I thought it was funny.
× used to say crazy stuff like i want to pour acid down a clown's throat or im going to stick a straw in your throat and steal the air from your lungs like a juicebox
×used to hate on people for the music they liked
×used to hate on people for being preppy. In fact i had entire myspace blog rants about how i hated preps. Oh yeah i had rants.
In reality I was an idiot who had such a narrow mindset and probably missed out on making great friends because i was too focused on being edgy and different. Those preppy people probably could have been good friends maybe if i didnt spend all day writing hate poems about them. Yeah i did that too.
I think what i did was spend all this time crafting this image or persona i forgot about who i really was. It was like playing a character almost. It was like look at me I'm brutal and kvlt and different. In reality I'm just some guy named monroe. I'm just me these days. No weird characters named grimm exist anymore i swear by it. Those were dark days my friend dark days.
I remembered some other embarrassing stuff I used to do/say.
× used to refer to people i hated as worthless future corpses
× used to refer to people as swine. Like stop laughing at me you swine. I thought it was funny.
× used to say crazy stuff like i want to pour acid down a clown's throat or im going to stick a straw in your throat and steal the air from your lungs like a juicebox
×used to hate on people for the music they liked
×used to hate on people for being preppy. In fact i had entire myspace blog rants about how i hated preps. Oh yeah i had rants.
In reality I was an idiot who had such a narrow mindset and probably missed out on making great friends because i was too focused on being edgy and different. Those preppy people probably could have been good friends maybe if i didnt spend all day writing hate poems about them. Yeah i did that too.
I think what i did was spend all this time crafting this image or persona i forgot about who i really was. It was like playing a character almost. It was like look at me I'm brutal and kvlt and different. In reality I'm just some guy named monroe. I'm just me these days. No weird characters named grimm exist anymore i swear by it. Those were dark days my friend dark days.
31-35, M
