giving up a good thing...

getting back to a healthy mindset means admitting that i cannot go "all in" with good people just because i want to. im not ready and its just not the right time. there are fundamental differences that make this a likely fail in the long run. and all we can be is just friends.

kinda sucks cause i wanted what i wanted. and i only just now started to feel like i was worthy of that.... it dosent make me less than but man it really sucks.