A lot of you have been very helpful lately 🖤
Even just the hearts & hugs mean a lot 🙏 so thank you.
There's a lot I'm trying to realize & figure out. A lot of it is really hard to face. Sometimes you don't want to & you fight it but at the end of the day that only keeps you hurting for longer.
There is no victim or villain here. It's just life & it doesn't go how we want sometimes. But I think when things go south, my heart doesn't wanna let go & I try too hard to hold on.
I don't want the memories to be just memories.. I don't want the dreams to be just dreams.
But they're all still beautiful even if that's all they ever get to be.
I hate how bad things have gotten. I never wanted to be this hurt & I never wanted to hurt anyone else 💔
I didn't express my feelings here for people to feel sorry for me either... I just needed the help. So thanks again 🙏 I don't want this sad stuff to take over my account anymore so I'm trying, I promise.
There's a lot I'm trying to realize & figure out. A lot of it is really hard to face. Sometimes you don't want to & you fight it but at the end of the day that only keeps you hurting for longer.
There is no victim or villain here. It's just life & it doesn't go how we want sometimes. But I think when things go south, my heart doesn't wanna let go & I try too hard to hold on.
I don't want the memories to be just memories.. I don't want the dreams to be just dreams.
But they're all still beautiful even if that's all they ever get to be.
I hate how bad things have gotten. I never wanted to be this hurt & I never wanted to hurt anyone else 💔
I didn't express my feelings here for people to feel sorry for me either... I just needed the help. So thanks again 🙏 I don't want this sad stuff to take over my account anymore so I'm trying, I promise.
