memories are truly a fcked up thing

i'm always trying to go back to the old me
but the old me was never really happy
maybe it's just the old scene
back when i wanted to wake up
and everyday i saw you was worth it

memories are truly a fcked up thing
they make you both happy and sad
remembering the same thing

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SpaceJesus · 41-45

You are absolutely correct! Personally, I'd like the option to shut them off at will. But that's going to take even more practice.

Lostpoet · M

@SpaceJesus i think sometimes i think about things because i know they'll make me feel bad.

SpaceJesus · 41-45

@Lostpoet Ya maybe we all do, hey? I know I do at times. It's like I crave that negativity in my soul, even tho part of me doesn't want it there. And that part is always clashing with the negative part. Civil War!