i often wonder what if my hopes never become a reality

my only hope is to find a partner, a girlfriend now....but i'm now in my late 40s and ain't getting any younger....i had mental health problems and other misfortunes in my life, which is the reason i never found relationship.

but my hopes are not guarenteed and certainly i'm not owed a relationship because the world owes me nothing...so what if i'm destined to be alone forever until i pass on, never finding love and die a bitter lonely sad old donkey.

it could be a possibility, afterall, what do i have to offer except an honest good heart?

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Kuronekko · 41-45, F

If I know anything its that dwelling on stuff always makes it worse. Instead of sitting there beating yourself up with these ideas, why not take up some hobbies? Join some clubs? Go to the gym? It'll make you feel so much better and who knows who you'll meet on the way. Your life isn't over, you're just in a rut.

darkmere1983 · 46-50, M

@Kuronekko thankyou for your pep talk, i appreciated it.