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I think what hurts is when you think about all the shit you went through and then think well my parent didn’t love me. Cause if you did, why? I don’t know how to mend that. I’m so fucked up in every way. I slept in my mom’s bed until I was 13 and I’d wake up and know I had been assaulted. It’s disgusting. These are things you can’t talk about. But I want to. I just can’t. It’s so horribly shameful

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SlippingAway · 46-50, F

I am so sorry you suffered that. Can you talk with a therapist? This is deep trauma and you should work with someone on this. Don't carry this weight alone.

FreddieUK · 70-79, M

As @SlippingAway suggests, you probably do need some professional help around this. A site like this will give you plenty of moral support, but this is really deep and you need to share it with another person who can trust in front of you.

YoMomma ·

Sorry i have heard of women who were sexual predators like that and it’s sickening/horrible .. people know girls get assaulted but often guys don't talk about it but it happens to them too unfortunately 🤐 it’s difficult to deal with emotionally when it’s a family member because anyone else you would report but it complicates things 🤐 and it should never happen

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