I Still Feel Lost Even Though I Feel Secure And Loved

I'm a college student whose boyfriend allows to go to school full time and not work as much. He pays all the bills and since I made a choice early in life to not drive, he drives me. I know that sounds like I'm spoiled, but it was a life choice that I feel is best for me. It may blow up in my face later in life, but I will just have to deal with it when that comes. We were not put on this earth originally with cars, and I am not the only one who feels this way. But that is not the reason I am writing this experience. I feel lost. I have been given the opportunity to finish school without working as much, and not having to pay bills. But...my college degree is not high in demand. My boyfriend wants me to have a career once I'm out of college. I'm not sure if I will get that. I am almost finished with my degree, and have no clue where I'm headed next. He has his degree and is working a really wonderful paying job in a government facility. His hard work paid off. And he wants to continue our lives together and get a house. He wants to marry me...and I'm afraid I won't have anything to offer. I am so lost, and don't want to become a lonely house wife.