Back down the rabbit hole
Not feeling good enough. Feeling myself slip back into that deep dark hole.. these stupid voices won't stop!
36-40, F
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Not feeling good enough. Feeling myself slip back into that deep dark hole.. these stupid voices won't stop!
Convivial · 26-30, F
There is no shame in getting help....
Uncfred · 70-79, M
Answer them with what you are thinking, I am sure you could out think them, and you are real which is something on your side.
nowic2 · 61-69, M
Easier said than done, I know but it sounds like you need to talk up the positives louder and more often. Which do you want to win?
Sixlivesdiaries66 · 36-40, F
@nowic2 it's a battle i done so well for the past 7 years until PTSD came creeping up again positivity at this point seems to elude me
nowic2 · 61-69, M
@Sixlivesdiaries66 yep, i get it. That’s why i said easier said than done. Sorry to hear it. I don’t like the idea of you in a downward spiral.
Dirtyboyy67 · 56-60, M
30 minutes of a Joyce Meyer Sermon, she is a tough woman who’s been through more than you or I will ever go through. Just trying to help!
Sixlivesdiaries66 · 36-40, F
@Dirtyboyy67 lost my faith tbh
Dirtyboyy67 · 56-60, M
@Sixlivesdiaries66 well it wouldn’t kill you to spend 30 minuites trying to keep a good attitude and refocus
DeWayfarer · 61-69, M
Sixlivesdiaries66 · 36-40, F
@ghjgcvjbh end up soeaking out loud everyone looking like I've lost my rockers
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Sixlivesdiaries66 · 36-40, F
@Freetime worst is when they tell me how ugly and usless i am
Freetime · 56-60, M
@Sixlivesdiaries66 Well, you're objectively not ugly and I don't believe anyone is useless. We can never truly know the difference that we make in other people's lives, sometimes just by being present. You have great value.
SinlessOnslaught · M
I have been living in a black hole for weeks.
Sixlivesdiaries66 · 36-40, F
@SinlessOnslaught i feel your pain.. that feeling of trying to get out but you're pushed further in and you feel like you're alive in your own grave
SinlessOnslaught · M
@Sixlivesdiaries66 It is dark.
Sixlivesdiaries66 · 36-40, F
@swirlie the abuse from my baby daddy
swirlie · 31-35, F
@Sixlivesdiaries66
How long did you stick around before you finally got away from him?
How long did you stick around before you finally got away from him?