i feel so alone.

im actually feeling so alone right now. i dont know what to feel, even though im not even sure if im feeling [i]anything[i] at all. i started a new school lately, with one of my close friends. my best friend is in another school. i can barely cope with not seeing her now, so i just block out all thoughts about her. i cant think of any of our memories without tearing up. but recently ive started to feel like she doesnt even care anymore, since she never even makes any efforts to see me. i feel like with every friendship i have, im the one holding it together. i'm always the one who texts first, im always the one who tries to plan when we meet up, but what do i get back? nothing. i ask them if they wanna meet, its always "im busy" or "im too tired". they say 'maybe', and it just gets my hopes up. im sick of this. i feel so lonely, and im struggling to make friends in my new school. my sister keeps arguing with me when i get back home too. i just feel numb, i want this to end.

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riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

Your a young woman .
You meet other people at the same age bracket . Everything passes .
You’d want to watch about the loneliness cause that might not be loneliness at all . That could be a trick with the mind . Another word you could call it be Self pity . That’s feeds all the crap into your mind . Basically feeding on your low opinion about yourself . If you have a low opinion about yourself , your always setting yourself up for disappointments and that’s where what you say loneliness comes .
Waiting on people .
If they don’t text you or make you think that your not needed don’t push yourself too far to convince them .
I gave that up cause do you know what you get at the end of the day . Hating yourself .
See where I’m coming from ( Loneliness Self pity Hating yourself ) all from the same family of emotions .
Everything will pass .

Theyitis · 36-40, M

I think I can relate to this, I think I’m going through something similar right now. I made a post about it recently, and mostly I got comments saying stuff like “well it could be worse” or “grow up, work hard, and quit complaining” so I just deleted it.

ericap · 31-35, F

@Theyitis people always have something to say. never ever let anyone to decide what you want to do next. it can be hard but we all can overcome this. you're not alone, bro

Dawgsfan3 · 41-45, M

That’s really sad. Hopefully things will work out for you all

Ryannnnnn · 31-35, M

It's okay, we all do 😕 life's lonely sometimes

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