I can't understand my emotion and feelings

My closest grandmother passed away yesterday. I saw my mother, sister, and my father crying. Deep inside, I wanna cry out loud, but I can't. Today, few tears are coming out but I can't still express my sadness. Now, I am feeling sick and sluggish. I am thinking that maybe I'll be fine if I cry out loud?

Sorry for my English btw.

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Grateful4you · M

I see death as a false belief. We simply pass through a veil from one dimension to another one, everything continues on to another higher plane of existence, another vibration. Your english is just fine. Cry when and if you need to things are as they should be. Be well, be happy.