I Feel Alone

Well, I'm currently going through a rough break up. We were together for four years, and my life is pretty much shit right now :) Friends have tried their best to be supportive I guess, but I don't think any of them understand how truly depressed and alone I feel right now. All I do is go to work at my shitty part time cashier job where im overworked at the same time? I'm broke and he took my dog lol. You forget how lonely sleeping alone is. Also im convinced that everyone is untrustworthy, not genuine and just generally shallow and only care about themselves :) I'd love to be convinced otherwise but I don't see that happening anytime soon. Nobody is going to give a shit about this post but why would i expect any less LOL. Ive started smoking cigarettes again and just about all hope is lost :) Really though, I'm okay.

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drymer · 56-60, M

I got divorced after 9 years and had no friends or family who cared. I survived just fine, you will too. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger...
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NoWhereToFlyTo · 26-30, F

@drymer Thats rough. I hope youre doing better than just surviving now 💚

drymer · 56-60, M

@NoWhereToFlyTo It was 15 years ago... I'm loving living on my own now. At first it's a bit unsettling of course but then you realize that stuff happens and those things are part of life and eventually you'll feel proud you managed to overcome it all... Frankly I don't miss being in a relationship that much, got all the bed for myself, I do whatever I want when I want it, etc... There are pros and cons in everything, so focus on the positives (the new freedom, the absence of arguing about stupid things, no longer having to compromise, etc...)
:)