I Feel Alone

[b][c=#003BB2]Well, I'm currently going through a rough break up. We were together for four years, and my life is pretty much shit right now :) Friends have tried their best to be supportive I guess, but I don't think any of them understand how truly depressed and alone I feel right now. All I do is go to work at my shitty part time cashier job where im overworked at the same time? I'm broke and he took my dog lol. You forget how lonely sleeping alone is. Also im convinced that everyone is untrustworthy, not genuine and just generally shallow and only care about themselves :) I'd love to be convinced otherwise but I don't see that happening anytime soon. Nobody is going to give a shit about this post but why would i expect any less LOL. Ive started smoking cigarettes again and just about all hope is lost :) Really though, I'm okay.[/c][/b]