i have ,but no lights or tunnels .i had a gran mal seizure on the way to the hospital in the ambulance they had to use the paddles to restart my heart ,so i'm told . i remember fighting very hard to hang onto whatever it is that makes us alive .fighting for my life ,i saw only black ,but it felt like seeing was not a part of wherever i was . suddenly i just let go ,stopped fighting . i felt an overwhelming feeling of relief , i remember thinking damn ,why did i fight ? this is where i'm supposed to be! this is what i been waiting for .like my whole life was just a holding pattern and finally i was where i had been trying to get to, i woke up in the hospital with 3 cracked ribs from the defib . it changed me because i no longer fear death