The mistake of talking to myself... out loud
So, the other day at work, I guess I spoke out loud instead of speaking to myself and I kind of said something that I guess could be taken as insulting which wasn't my intention... I mean maybe it was but not to be spoken out loud. Anyway, that girl/woman who I used to describe as flat chested heard me as she was walking by and I know this because as she kept walking, she said, "I heard that." So, now I am wondering if she will blackmail me or expose me or just let me dangle in the wind with worry that she will forever hold this over my head.
The thing is I respect people including the people I work with and anything I said to myself, even if out loud, is kind of like taking it out of context. And it would have to be that person who heard it who... I don't know... she seems to like me, maybe a bit too much... but seems to go out of her way to hold her liking me against me, if that makes any sense.
Anyway, now I'm cooked if she says anything. And this whole thing is so stupid anyway. I literally could just deny I said it. Except for her no one else was around to hear it. I don't know what to do. But, it's the kind of thing people will claim is hurtful. I hate these kind of situations.
The thing is I respect people including the people I work with and anything I said to myself, even if out loud, is kind of like taking it out of context. And it would have to be that person who heard it who... I don't know... she seems to like me, maybe a bit too much... but seems to go out of her way to hold her liking me against me, if that makes any sense.
Anyway, now I'm cooked if she says anything. And this whole thing is so stupid anyway. I literally could just deny I said it. Except for her no one else was around to hear it. I don't know what to do. But, it's the kind of thing people will claim is hurtful. I hate these kind of situations.
26-30, M
